i deleted your number but i can't figure out how to delete the memories
6:11 PMon sunday morning i woke up thinking
"how many pills would it take"
the sky was gray
the clouds were crying
so was i
everything that was finally going right
took a left turn for the worst
if you love me, why'd you leave me?
"i just need time, I'm not ready for this"
"if i were ready, it'd be you"
i think you decide when you're ready
and i don't know what it is that is holding you back
but if you really loved me
you'd want me there now
some people say
you meet the right people
at the wrong time
but i think love is timeless
if its the right person
you will make it work
i guess that's the difference between you and me
is that i've got all the time in the world, when it comes to you
and you've got none, when it comes to me
i hope you realized that i really did love you
and i don't think it was the timing that was wrong
it's ok, if it wasn't real
just let me know, so my heart can heal
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"i guess that's the difference between you and me
ReplyDeleteis that i've got all the time in the world, when it comes to you
and you've got none, when it comes to me"
This is terrifyingly true.
Whoever this person is, he will never measure up to the one who will reverse that quote.
Hang on Lauren.
I'm so sorry you feel you're facing this alone, it is a devastating rite of passage in finding true love to have your heart ripped out of your chest.
---You are not alone.---
We were just acquaintances in HS but the language of heartache you speak is so universally understood and I wish you could knew how supported you are from just some "acquaintance" from HS.