i deleted your number but i can't figure out how to delete the memories

6:11 PM

on sunday morning i woke up thinking
"how many pills would it take"

the sky was gray
the clouds were crying

so was i

everything that was finally going right
took a left turn for the worst

if you love me, why'd you leave me?

"i just need time, I'm not ready for this"
"if i were ready, it'd be you"

i think you decide when you're ready
and i don't know what it is that is holding you back
but if you really loved me
you'd want me there now

some people say
you meet the right people
at the wrong time

but i think love is timeless

if its the right person
you will make it work

i guess that's the difference between you and me

is that i've got all the time in the world, when it comes to you

and you've got none, when it comes to me

i hope you realized that i really did love you

and i don't think it was the timing that was wrong

it's ok, if it wasn't real

just let me know, so my heart can heal













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1 comments

  1. "i guess that's the difference between you and me

    is that i've got all the time in the world, when it comes to you

    and you've got none, when it comes to me"

    This is terrifyingly true.
    Whoever this person is, he will never measure up to the one who will reverse that quote.
    Hang on Lauren.
    I'm so sorry you feel you're facing this alone, it is a devastating rite of passage in finding true love to have your heart ripped out of your chest.
    ---You are not alone.---
    We were just acquaintances in HS but the language of heartache you speak is so universally understood and I wish you could knew how supported you are from just some "acquaintance" from HS.

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