real talk: real talk
7:32 PM1 in every 8 teenagers is clinically diagnosed with severe depression
and if this statistic is correct that means 12 of your peers sitting next to you could be up to their knees in self harm,
their shoulders in self pity
and their heads in self hate
my friend told me the other day that she was depressed because her boyfriend broke up with her
the next day she told me 4 guys texted her and her ex messaged her and she seems to be doing just fine
i told her that's not depression
that's just a bad day
depression goes to sleep every night at 7:30 with dreams of death
and wakes up to another day of trying to get out of the labyrinth of suffering
lets talk about how children are coming home crying
and teenagers wish they were dying
saying "I'm used to it" should not be something they're used to
sticks and stones may break bones
but your words,
they're definitely hurting her
lets talk about how our hearts are turning purple, and not because we're in the army
but because we've decided to fight for our happiness
saying "I'm depressed" is the new cool thing
and for some reason i don't find it that cool
its just a bad day
its just a bad day
its just a bad day
my friend works for the suicide hotline,
she told me that if she goes a week without any of her callers committing suicide she gets a gift card,
she's worked there for 4 years and she's only got one gift card
one
gift
card
one gift card because life's too hard
one gift card because of the kid who says you can't do it and the voice in your head that made you commit to it
so this is for the misfits who don't fit and never will
this is for the excluded and not included
this is for the talked about and not talked to
this is for you
this is for the tough day,
tough week,
tough month
but mostly for the tough life.
For the disease that makes people sad,
and for the people who actually have it.
11 comments
This is so good. But so sad.
ReplyDeletesooo good! you are incredible.
ReplyDeletei love every bit of this
ReplyDeletelove you
ReplyDeletethis is amazing. and true. thank you
ReplyDelete"lets talk about how our hearts are turning purple, and not because we're in the army
ReplyDeletebut because we've decided to fight for our happiness"
i'm in love with you holy shit bye
I had chills reading this because it was on point. You nailed it.
ReplyDelete*mic drop
ReplyDeletebecause this is too true and too good
Lo you did it again. Amazingggggg
ReplyDeleteI love you so much! This is easily one of your best yet! Honored to know you and call you my friend.
ReplyDeleteI told her that's not depression
ReplyDeletethat's just a bad day
Could not have hit the nail more head on. Sad does not equal depressed, you are so good